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April 18 2014, 12pm

...1 day ago


"Don’t shout at the rain, don’t shout at the sky. They do not mean to ruin your day. The sky and the rain don’t think of you when they water the earth, they think of flowers and grass, they think of trees, they do not think of making your day worse, but only creating life where you hardly notice. Between cracks and in alleys, so dance in the rain, rejoice the sky. For you know it’s charity, even if it doesn’t know your joy."

   — The sky doesn’t know you exist.

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April 1 2014, 2am

...2 weeks ago


"Ive been crying a lot lately
Im not sad
Im not overwhelmed
Im not happy.
Im just existing
And for one moment
I feel that existing
Is all i can do
But something reminds me
Im the reason someone is not a lone
Im the reason that smile is on that face
Im the reason that someone lived on
Ive been an inspiration
A support beam
A tower blocking the wrong direction.
I’ve been this to everyone that I’ve touched
Even if just through a computer screen
To each person I’ve confounded with my eyes
Flying on each smile to leave my lips
I am an inspiration
But I can’t be that to myself.
So I wait on you
You’re the reason I’m not alone
You’re the reason a smile is on my face
You’re the reason breathe moves through my lungs
In
Out
In
Out
In
Out
Please just believe me,
My star gazer
It’s okay to look at your feet
And realize where you stand.
Because each rock on your hill
Supports your conflicted mind
And you hold many pebbles in your hands"

   — "written at 2am"


March 29 2014, 2pm

...2 weeks ago


"D-d-d-darling
I can stutter
I can try
But D-d-d-darling
I cannot tell you why."

   — "words we cannot say"

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March 25 2014, 4pm

...3 weeks ago


"Shaky breathes,
Whispers,
And tears.
Cracks,
Voices,
And life."

   — "Words of a tired soul"

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March 25 2014, 4pm

...3 weeks ago


"The Aubade;
Song for new,
Quiescent life.
The Ephemeral greeting.
Clinquant words
Resting on tongues.
A heart so full
Redamancy spills over;
But so empty
It lasts only a moment."

   — "The poem of painful words"

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March 19 2014, 4pm

...1 month ago


"It was peaceful, then I died."

   — 6 word story #1

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March 12 2014, 1pm

...1 month ago


"

Slipping
Slipping
Always dripping
My life into this
Perpetual hole
I can’t seem to clasp
What’s out of my grasp
And I keep falling
Like before.


Dripping
Dripping
Keep on slipping
As if I’m made of ice.
Crystal like fragments
I become absent
These cataclysm eyes
Are empty
I know

"

   — "Stagnation"


March 11 2014, 1pm

...1 month ago


"

Like the sky I spill calmness
Blue like waves licking the shore
Soft and quiet laughter
Placed carefully at the right gaps
Waiting for something more

Like the sky I am understanding
Any whispers you have to me
I will coo back empathetically.

But like the sky I have my storms,
Great booms of misery
Lighting strikes of anxiety
My loneliness takes many forms

But my calmness can prevail
It is but a cloud on my face
That blocks the upper sky
Where there’s a storm raging silently
Letting its colors grow
Whispering in my stomach
Scheming to break out
Waiting for another break in the cloud to show

"

   — "Sky"

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March 11 2014, 1pm

...1 month ago


"

The bells play a haunting tune
As if it’s the soundtrack to my life.

The wind whispers on the surface of the fountain
The water quakes at its words.

I curl myself into a ball
Feeling the earth and trees

The sun is disappearing beyond the stars
And the sky is the color of June

I listen to the echoing music
As it fills my world


The refrain drops off
And squirrels sing in its wake

I watch the reflections stir in melted snow
And my life I let the world take.

"

   — "Church Bells"

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